Life Again

So I realize I should be packing, or actually actively looking for a place to live, but as you can see I'm not. :) I know I should be panicked an stressed but again I'm not (well not too much anyways).
We went to the temple Saturday. It was wonderful! I haven't been that spiritually boosted in a LONG time. I felt so amazing.
Do you ever kinda question the thoughts and feeling you get? I swear I was told to be calm and patient and that we would get the apartment that we are waiting for. But then I get nervous of the 'what if I am making this up?', and that I really should be worried and should find a place right NOW.
I don't know.
What do think?
I'm I crazy? (don't answer that!)